these days always are the most hectic and poor.

i think i am pmsing and i feel sad and lonely and scared.

my big old king feels empty instead of spacious.

its been raining for days.

i want to be rocked and sung to.

i drove my friend katie to pensacola today and amanda came along to keep me company on the drive back. it ate up most of my day but there were some good talks. some problems discussed. some laughing. some crying.

music and the smell in the air evokes feelings. sometimes good, sometimes not so pleasant.

my house is quiet and i can hear my kids murmurs and this makes me smile but it doesnt keep me from wanting to crawl in bed and sleep for a few days.