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Friday, February 08, 2008
goldie locks...
8:08 AM
listening to the tick tick tick of the clock, you'd think time moves at a set pace....wrong! time is truly a fickle creature! too hard: there are intervals in my life when the measure of days skate by and it feels that i have too much to do with not enough time to do it. these days and weeks and months can give me a frenetic anxiety; a missing-out-on-stuff kind of feeling or a hang-the-hell-on kind of rollercoaster effect! too soft: other periods in my life drag heavily and lazily and that can be relaxing if i'm not being forced to do something against my will....then, it just feels a lot like bill murray on ground hog day. ideally when these occasions occur i am rolling around in my bed cozy, sunning in the surf or surrounded by the spirited people i love. just right: more rare are the durations that feel just right in a comfortable span. i can tell you that in my 35 years there have only been a couple of extended occurrences of this and it feels supremely blissful. i was overwhelmed with the sensation that life was as it should be. that everything was right in my world and the path i was walking was part of my destiny. that last one is what i'm looking for and when i find it, i promise i'll share! 1 Comments |
