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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
irreconcilable differences?
6:59 PM
major events have occurred and i lack the words to describe it. i dont know how to say it out loud to even my closest friends and most of them still do not know. my relationship has finished. we saw it creeping up on us and not only did we have no idea how to repel the ending, our lives shifted into patterns that sped it along it's course to destruction. so here it is. we're done. we're both broken about it but, what else? let it spiral further down until we are talking hatefully to one another like we see happening in so many other couples? why suffer that? we sealed the decision with one last kiss and walked away; feeling shaken and sorrowful with the plan to avoid each other to decrease pain. my heart and stomach ache and i guess that is the feeling of 7 years of "ties that bind" pulling loose. it is not only losing my lover and my partner but my best friend. what the fuck did we do wrong? why the fuck couldn't we stop it? that's all i can say. 0 Comments |
